My Black Memories~!!

In my life there is a lot of happy memories that I've already forgotten...
But the is always a scene of the bad memory inside of me
No matter how you want to cast it away it will still come back
But when will it stop?

Now i'll spill out everything...
But make sure you guys won't make laugh of me. okay?
Here I start.....

Once i was a child with a happy family
A complete family, that is the only thing i ever wanted
Without any reason my parents got separated
An I just a 8 years old child at that time
On the day i wake up i found that my mother is gone
And never been back till now
How long has it been actually?
I can't rarely even remember it
From that day onwards i feel like there is a piece lost from me
I don't know how was a motherly love was
I can't even remember her face at all

I'll continue when i can take it~!

............................

Lydia