In my life there is a lot of happy memories that I've already forgotten...
But the is always a scene of the bad memory inside of me
No matter how you want to cast it away it will still come back
But when will it stop?
Now i'll spill out everything...
But make sure you guys won't make laugh of me. okay?
Here I start.....
Once i was a child with a happy family
A complete family, that is the only thing i ever wanted
Without any reason my parents got separated
An I just a 8 years old child at that time
On the day i wake up i found that my mother is gone
And never been back till now
How long has it been actually?
I can't rarely even remember it
From that day onwards i feel like there is a piece lost from me
I don't know how was a motherly love was
I can't even remember her face at all
I'll continue when i can take it~!
............................
Lydia
Saturday, April 2, 2011
2/4/11 Story~!
Mood: Busy like what only
Today i translated almost half of thorn bird ep 8~
From Korean to English whether Chinese to English
It was totally tiring
It doesn't really matter?
As long other will be happy...
.............................................
lLydia
Today i translated almost half of thorn bird ep 8~
From Korean to English whether Chinese to English
It was totally tiring
It doesn't really matter?
As long other will be happy...
.............................................
lLydia
Friday, April 1, 2011
1/4/11 Story
Mood: Frustrated
Yesterday was the worst day in my life ever~
I never thought that you are so sensitive...
You do you know that you can change something that has already been a habit just in one go...
You don't even understand the fellowship condition and you say want to change and do you think it can change?
I tell you the truth...
It will get worse~!!!
Argh forget it...
Something weird and special...
At last i found someone that have same interest with me....
LOL....He is kinda lol actually...
He loves teen novels just like me...
and he also make a collection...
But well i think mine is more than his...ㅋㅋㅋ
BTW i really feel relaxed after talk to him~!
thx my friends(Mirool)
Lydia
Yesterday was the worst day in my life ever~
I never thought that you are so sensitive...
You do you know that you can change something that has already been a habit just in one go...
You don't even understand the fellowship condition and you say want to change and do you think it can change?
I tell you the truth...
It will get worse~!!!
Argh forget it...
Something weird and special...
At last i found someone that have same interest with me....
LOL....He is kinda lol actually...
He loves teen novels just like me...
and he also make a collection...
But well i think mine is more than his...ㅋㅋㅋ
BTW i really feel relaxed after talk to him~!
thx my friends(Mirool)
Lydia
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
31/3/11 Life
Mood: Normal nothing special~!
Well i want to share something with you guys
I and my friends will enter an competition with this songs
Hope you'll support us~!
Lydia
Enjoy it
Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?
Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is
I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same
No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car
Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is
I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same
If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby
But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same
No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?
Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is
I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same
No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car
Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is
I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same
If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby
But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same
No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no
Love
I'm not an ordinary person i think
I don't deserved to be loved
Not even my mom]She is just someone who throw away her child
I'm not saying that i hate her
But at least she came back to see me once also enough
It has already been 8 years since i was 8
OMG i just hope to see you once in my weeding and when i graduate~!
That is my biggest hope in my life~
I don't deserved to be loved
Not even my mom]She is just someone who throw away her child
I'm not saying that i hate her
But at least she came back to see me once also enough
It has already been 8 years since i was 8
OMG i just hope to see you once in my weeding and when i graduate~!
That is my biggest hope in my life~
30/3/11 Story~!
Mood: Sad but happy after talk to him
Today i get up late because yesterday i went to hospital again to take my med
And i just too lazy to wake up~he2
I'm sad because i wasn't able to tell him that i like him~! :(
And today at school i have my BM oral test
OMG i cried when doing it because of some bad memories
I just can't control the tears from falling down~!
What have i done~~~Arggghhhhh...
till here
Lydia
Today i get up late because yesterday i went to hospital again to take my med
And i just too lazy to wake up~he2
I'm sad because i wasn't able to tell him that i like him~! :(
And today at school i have my BM oral test
OMG i cried when doing it because of some bad memories
I just can't control the tears from falling down~!
What have i done~~~Arggghhhhh...
till here
Lydia
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Monday, March 28, 2011
Once upon a time
I would never wanted to live this kind of pretender life
But what can a child who came from a broken family do
Nothing but to love other with their whole heart
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