A Wonderful Memories That Are Worth To Be Remember

If i tell you guys that i love someone that 99.99% won't love me back, you guys must be laughing hard right now.But I just can't stop loving him. He is like a light in my dark world. I know i look stupid. But only with his voice I can melt. Only with his stupid words I can smile the whole day. Wasn't it worth to be appreciated? Someone that can make me smile like an idiot. Than someone that would make me cry like an idiot. But sometimes loving him seems like a biggest mistake i ever made. Because it cause me having heartache every times he treat other girls better than me. And when others girl say they miss him, they loves him and he just treat them like it was a normal things. At that time my heart will hurt like I was going to die. If only he understand my feeling. How wonderful was it. It was the first time i ever love a person with my whole heart. Because i know that this kind of love will not have an ending. Ready to love means ready to be hurt. I am ready for this kind of LOVE that's means I am ready to be hurt. Even the hurt that it might give me is bigger and larger than the Love that i gave out. But I'll endure it because I know loving a person wasn't as easy to hate a person. You'll be by my side always. FOREVER IN MY HEART.

Lydia